When the Stanford University women's coaching staff approached Vivian Studdert with the idea that she go to New Zealand for the Crusaders Global Player Residency, her response was essentially, "who, me?"
Yes, you. A young scrumhalf with the two-time CRAA D1 champs, Studdert, who was born in Australia but moved to the USA when she was young, figured some more experienced players might be asked, but not her.
"I'd known that other players at Stanford had gone and had this great experience, but I'm relatively new to rugby, so I just never really expected that I'd be getting that invitation," Studdert said. "Once I got it, my first thought was, what, like, I definitely did not see me spending my summer playing rugby in New Zealand, but, you know, I got to talk to some of the girls who went, and I kind of just thought I'd treat it as almost like a study abroad kind of experience—learn a bunch of new stuff, spend some time in New Zealand."
She was worried about the cold—it was winter in New Zealand, after all, but she warmed to it all.
"I'm so glad I went. And I definitely had a different experience from all the people that I talked to before I left, but it was just something that I'm really happy that I ended up doing, because it was such a different, once-in-a-lifetime kind of thing that I was very blessed to have the opportunity to do."
I Got My Butt Kicked
Training with mostly men who were very experienced in the game, and under the watchful eye of the Crusaders coaches, headed by Grant Keenan, Studdert found herself challenged daily.
Stanford Director of Rugby Rich Ashfield didn't seem to have any doubts.
"I think that his kind of casual confidence in me made me feel like it was something that I could totally do," Studdert told GRR. "I did know[that] obviously there'd be a huge skill gap, since I'm so new to rugby, and all these people down in New Zealand who I was with were had been playing rugby for years, but I tried not to let it deter me. Definitely was every day was a big learning experience. I just tried not to let it be something that stopped me from learning, or stopped me from wanting to try things, because I kind of just got my butt kicked every day."
Studdert approached it all as she thinks about it now, with a little self-deprecating humor, but a hint of determination, too. You can see that in the full interview below.
"I was a bit of a fish out of water at the beginning, but I gained my ground," she said, adding that there being players from a variety of countries who were supportive, "was honestly one of my favorite parts. And now the fact that I just have friends who are like, dotted all over the world, it's something that's so special. They just turned out to be amazing people, and they all had great stories, like there was a lot of downtime, and I would just hear about their lives and what they were— my favorite part, was the people that I met down there."






















































